Dear mom and dad,
Remember the first time my brother pulled my hair and I cried? You did nothing. Remember the fist time he called me ugly and said I was dumb and didn't do anything right? I cried myself to sleep and you did nothing. Remember the first time he made fun of me? The first time he pushed me? The first time he beat me up? I was twelve. He was so much bigger than me. I couldn't defend myself. And yet you did nothing. Remember the Christmas night he treated me so badly I left the table crying my eyes out? You chased after me and said I ruined everything, I ruined Christmas, that it was all my fault, that I deserved it, to stop being a baby.
Everytime he hurt me, everytime he made me cry, you overlooked. Don't you dare to say we're the same. I never touched him, I never hurt him, I never made him cry, I never made him hate himself. That's when I realized. You're worse than him. You are the poison that created him.
Love,
The one you never stood up for
The selfish
The ungrateful
The bruised
The broken
Your daughter.
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