The things I could never say to you:
I wish you didn't love me. I wish you hated me. I wish you would break up with me and never talk to me again. It's what I deserve. Loneliness. I don't deserve you coming to my house in the middle of the night after I just broke up with you. I don't deserve you kissing me after I told you I want us to just be friends. I don't deserve you to hold me tight after I told you I don't want to be here. I don't deserve a "I love you" after I say I don't want to talk to you. I deserve to be left alone in my room slitting my wrists and swallowing pills. That's what I wish and dream about.
"I love you." Please don't.
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